OK, I have no idea who is looking at my blog, but I see the ticker going up lots and lots, so please feel free to follow my blog, or comment!!! I'd love to know I'm not alone in this mommy-running world!!!!
Now, onto my love/hate relationship with running. I love to run. I obsess over it. I dream about running. I am a fanatic over deciding which races to run. I am lost without a big race to train for. I can't stop thinking about what's next in my running world.......
But, the second I am out there, the very second after I hit "start" on my uuber-old-school Timex, I hate running. I hate the pain. I hate that I can't run faster. I hate that my thighs still jiggle, even after all this work I make them do. I hate that m"J-Lo-aint-got-nothing-on-me" booty wiggles AND jiggles. I hate that I've left my hubby and kids at home to go run. I hate that all these people are out mowing their yards or working in their gardens, and I have forfeited this time for Chris and myself, because I choose to run. I hate that I am only 2.3 miles into my 4.6 mile run. I hate that I'll never be able to complete the 1/2 marathon in my goal time. I hate that I have scheduled my families activities around my running. I hate that this little hobby costs $15-$18 per race. I hate that I'm not done yet. I hate that I hate this.
Then I finish today's run. I hit 'stop' on the ole Timex. I LOVE RUNNING! I love what I just accomplished. I love that I am setting such a great example for my children. I love the people in my town who smile and refer to me as "the runner" I love coming home a putting a big fat "X" on today's scheduled run, because I did it! I love plugging today's numbers into my online pace calculator, and seeing I shaved 8 seconds off my last run. I love inspiring others to lead a more healthy lifestyle. I love the slight soreness in my thighs after a long run. I love walking around after a LONG Saturday morning run, knowing I've done more before 7am than most people. I love feeling like I 'earned' my Coke after a good run. I love feeling my legs get stronger every day. I love running. I LOVE RUNNING. (most of the time anyways)
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This post was incredible. When i was reading the 'hate' section, i was feeling really down and bad for you - and kept coming up with what i was going to email you!!! LOL!! But then it got to the LOVE and WHEW!
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